Decision:
Just wondered if I
Could choose how to die
I’d probably die like a hero
There’d be no fear or pain
When I’d show them the way
That’d be raising all hopes in our minds
Just thought about me
As a musical tree
I’d be changing lives just by singing
I’d like to be stoned
When I write a new song
And to die with some tears in my eyes
While half of my time went away
I’m still counting my mistakes
To throw away my grief
I better decide how to live
Still wondered if I
Could choose how to die
It would probably be on a mountain
The air is so clean
And the grass so green
But a man from the top thinks of jumping
Last night I had this crazy dream
What been built was destroyed as is nothing
I stood on the floor
And I opened the dour
For god’s angels to lend me some wings
While half of my time went away
I’m still counting my mistakes
To throw away my grief
I better decide how to live
I better decide how to live
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Learning How To Live
Making love
Without knowing it’s meaning
Drinking wine
Without even feeling the taste
Running so fast
Running so far
Learning how to live
Crying so loud
Without knowing what pain is
Fighting for something
That I am too young to understand
Looking forward
Without any plan
Learning how to live
Oh god would you let me know
Oh God would you let me know
Let’s be wrong
Let’s be strong
Let us break our fears to pieces
And you know
We can’t fall
Cause I have you
You have me
We are
We are
Working so hard
Without earning enough money
Showing all you’ve got
To the 3 people that came to enjoy
Can you be honest
Or keep a promise
Learning how to live
Telling the truth
When you know it may kill you
Trying to save thousands of lives
That you will never know
Fear is coming
Standing or dying
Learning how to live
Oh god can we trust what we see
Oh god would you help us to be
Let’s be wrong
Let’s be strong
Let us break our fears to pieces
And you know
We can’t fall
Cause I have you
You have me
We are
We are
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Searching
One thousand miles out of here
Someone thinks about me
And one thousand miles out of here
Someone cares
She is just like me
So dreamy
So tactless in her way
I wish she could be here
To drag away my deepest fears
One thousand miles out of here
Someone is singing for me
And one thousand miles out of here
Someone cries
I don’t know where
I don’t know how
But I’ll be there
I’ll break this endless wall
That makes us feel so much alone
One thousand days have passed
And Still I am driven by my dreams
I feel so tired
So week
After I went though all these things
But you tried so hard and did the same
So we’re together from the middle of this way
And for the first time in my life
I just have nothing more to say
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Not Myself
I can’t explain why I feel so nervous
But there’s no place for me to hide
The kind of man that tends to be the strongest
Yet praying for solutions deep inside
I’m not myself around you
You’re bringing in new colors
To my gray life
I’m just a man, I can’t deny my feelings
Cause you are special
So simply you
Once I realized you were on my side
I blessed the moment
I said I would be there
But I went wrong and turned my back on you
You’ll be OK and I’ll be too
I’m not myself around you
You’re bringing in new colors
To my gray life
I’m just a man, I can’t deny my feelings
Cause you are special
I want you back
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Animal
So far from home two eyes mean hunger
One chest means drum beating to live
I’m moving on to light some fire
While some one else talks about some peace
Through thorns and rain I’m moving quickly
The smell of blood has risen again
This world is great and I can see that clearly
Under the sky of fear and pain
I stands I fall
Love stands I fall
Spring appears with all its splendor
Cherry flowers are your lips
Before I left we stood together
Swimming in some lazy dreams
I stand I fall
Love stands I fall
And I will stand
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Wont Last
Pillows flying on the walls
It’s a war between two worlds
I don’t want to play with your heart
Broken mirrors waves of tears
Curled up inside my fears
I don’t want to play with your heart Cause
I’ll bring you a rose
In the streets of bells and green lights
We’ll fall on the grass
Still I know that it won’t last too long
Why should I believe in feelings, when they’re not tangible
When you try to fight for someone it seems not reachable
When promises were made like no problems were to solve
Appreciation is truly a bigger word than love
Just want you to know
I am no more than a regular boy
I have a small car and a small house
Where I keep the small dreams that I am living for
Beyond the dark
You better find the one
Hold you in his arms
You’ll call my name
Moving slightly on your way
To close my eyes
But in fact, I cannot see through you
Why should I believe in feelings, when they’re not tangible
When you try to fight for someone it seems not reachable
When promises were made like no problems were to solve
Appreciation is truly a bigger word than love
I am bad at explanations
I am bad with dramatic tensions
You can’t sense what I’m feeling
We are bad at every thing
And finally I understand
Life pictures should be out the frame
If we learn from our mistakes
We won’t sing this song again
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Still Got The Blues
When your life is getting dirty
There is no room for you to rest
Empty wallet, hungry stomach
Feels like a survival test
You could lie in bed and cry
But you smoke and fly
You could run away and hide
But you stand and smile
Cause you still got the blues
You’re a student, maybe a good person
Your grades are okay
But all the bitches they don’t like you
Cause they think that you’re gay
You just got fired from your job
No friends to cover your ass
You take a shit in the middle of a crossroad
Where there’s is no one to clean the mess
And you still got the blues
And you still got the blues
Desperation, discrimination
Oh baby I need a vacation
To get some isolation in my life
There is no frustration no limitation
We can control our destination
Cause we are the groovy people in our minds
Cause we still got the blues
Cause we still got the blues
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Nightlife
You stay awake at night You
To settle the things you just woke up for
Walking through the crowd like
You’re the only man on earth
Dressed like a rock star
And smiling like a king
On your left there is a girl
In your right hand there is a drink
With the rhythm beat
You are swaying with the motions
You punch a man’s face
Because he triggered an emotion
When the people you call friends
Have your back
You’re the killer, you’re the victim
You’re the freedom and the wrack
But at the end you’re so cold
But at the end
You may listen to some people
But you know what’s best for you
People come and people come and go
And go and
All affected by their moods
There is no time for being lonely
There is no time to feel upset
There is a nightlife
Never stopping
All the things you want to get
But at the end you’re so cold
But at the end
You wake up in the morning
There is no one else around
Start to think about your dreams
And all the time you’ve left behind
You are giong through a nightmare
But there is none to feel you’re bed
You’re just left with your emotions
And three dollars in your hand
And then again you’re so cold
You’re so cold
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Perfect World
Some people live their lives
In search for meaning
Some people try to gain control
There is a type who try’s to climb all mountains
And I ask
What drives you to do so
Some people make it through the stormy oceans
Some people give their lives to save the world
There is a type who’ll sing to you with strong emotions
And I ask,
What drives you to do so
The stars are close
The storm won’t make a noise
When you love someone
You won’t let life pass away
And Time can freeze
Every second you breathe
When you love someone
You can turn life insane
I never had so many ways to follow
No passion drives me to discover mysteries
How can I feel a bit less hollow
Teach me how
Teach me
I have to say that you’ve made it clear
You freed my mind revealing all I want to feel
This is weird
We’re still here
Are you real
The stars are close…
Tears can not stop without an understanding
The night will freeze you till the sun comes out
So many people wait for a happy ending
They are looking for the light
While at least we are given a chance to try
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Outside
As a child I sat alone while playing
I had a small brown lion friend
And always tried to reach an understanding
Will it always be the same
The years have passed and I became surrounded
By many faces faking love
And through their smiles I could only imagine
Emotions hidden deep inside
How long
Can I hold this heart
When it cries in my arms
The storm
May never let me in
An Old book opens your imagination
The streets are teaching you of life
Religion tries to give the answer to your questions
When sometimes
You even don’t know who you are
How long
Can I hold this heart
When it cries in my arms
The storm
May never let me in
People are always waiting for something
People are always afraid of something
People will always live for something but themselves
How long
And we are all just blood and soul
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